Wednesday, June 4, 2014

Divine Intervention

Dear Joan--

How much easier for you
knowing your part in The Big Plan!
Divine purpose being so much
less ambiguous than say
Temporal Lobe Lesions
causing Extremes of Emotion
with Hyper Religiosity
and sensations of 'Eating' or Yellow
like Van Gogh or Plath
or mere outdated Daddy Issues

Although perhaps while burning
you may have briefly
experienced a lapse of courage
lost your faith
thinking your God had forsaken you

In your day they took it seriously
when one claimed that God
or the Devil made them do it
although a sign being still
required  for you the word of a king
being good enough

Had you not fried
like a KFC menu option
your Black Box
as the Almighty They
have decided to nickname the Brain
and all its complex
reasoning and faulty wiring

would've become lab material
more food for Men's brains
and merely Science instead
of World History

Thankfully no 30 minute meals for you
that don't account for hours
of shopping and chopping
and prep time
or traffic to contend or compete with
recipes to swap from The Chew
or bad Facebook photos

or your mother's loom
as you would've preferred

You skated really
the day-to-day torture
of a needy man
price of gas, carpools, weather
bitchy teenagers
crabbing that their iPad knockoff
isn't as good as the real one
with Retinal display
or enough memory for infinite apps

cyber bullies
online ophiles
cars and bars and other divine wars
Righteousness and martyrdom
so much less complicated
than malls and groupons and xanax

O to be a warrior in God's army!
Fighting on the side of Justice and Light
alongside a man in his natural element
away from diaper changes
and electric bills
and pubescent rages
easy-no-tool furniture from ikea
latest virus or diarrhea
no broken homes or alcoholic parents--
Just show up, fight and dramatically die
dressed as a man.

We should all be so lucky.

Everyday Goddess

Used to be all women rolled into one;
Yet many days I felt like none.

Once able to shine, thought I could sing;

Told you think you know every thing!

Daughter of Zeus and Leda the Swan;

No chicken or quail, a bird to look upon.

Trapped by marriage to a boring man;

First chance to leave I took up and ran--

Vainglorious wings once broken free;

A simple Wooden Horse betraying me.

An end finally came to the war I'd caused;

Whose carnage only serv'd to give me pause

That one face could launch a thousand ships;

Slaughter of young men for a wayward kiss

Igniting all the same Old Men's Wars;

Those who never learn from bloody shores.

My husband Menalaeus came at night;

Claimed his Queen of Sparta as his Divine right

Drew back his sword and swore an oath--

How long will it take this bitch to roast?

I stood steadfast prepared to die;

But no Goddess ever dares to cry

Swallowed hard pulled back my robe;

Exposed my heart remained composed.

Beauty and honor moved his sword away;

His wife once again I became.

*Helen of Troy

Now I scratch my head and my nose;

My skin is dry between my toes.

Its true all they say about a rose--

Yet she dares want more than to be a rose

Though others envy or prize it highly;

She prefers to be another thing entirely.






Saturday, April 12, 2014

dear water music variation from mw workshop with tony p

dear water music  
        You called me here without your voice

you know exactly
       

               and we switched life stories--

how I love my coffee
       

                    ancient tellings

shaded with delirium
   

        you think are lost to time

friendly fire
       

        but let me remind you that time

on sunny mornings
  

                    is a convenient illusion

clearly offering something
       

                         and 'lost' just a process of returning

unknowable
       

        back home

familiar treacherous clumsy translation
  

         ghost of coffee

of a violet symphony and earth toned

                               brewing in the morning

stained glass monogamy
                  we both know

creating harmony

                            its always been brewing

accidentally on purpose

Monday, March 24, 2014

Unravelling the Fabric of America (working title)

Unravelling the Fabric of America (working title)
by Danny Baker and Kelly Powell

Driving down the highway
Looking for something meaningful to do
On a cold, sunny March afternoon
At the Crossroads of Spring and Winter

Feeling a bad election coming on
Gonna work that line into a better song
More and more and more good, hardworking people
Getting less and less to show for it
The Man grinding slaves into a machine

Chorus:

I feel a Revolution coming on
In the backroads and streets of America
I feel a Revolution coming on
Millions of working in poverty strong

Occupied a piece of prime real estate in New York City
A couple of years ago already
With sleeping bags and speeches, books and high ideals
Rhetoric for evolution of the masses

We felt a revolution coming on
Millions of people strong
We felt a revolution coming on
Nothing truly gained, nothing really changed

Look at what happened to Tankman
Had the power to stop a tank with his bare hands
in Tianenman Square
Disappeared into history, tortured and annhilated
Or did he just end up running a tourist shop in Schnectady?
Which ending makes us feel better?

There's a Revolution coming on
Everyone breaking into song
There's a Revolution coming on
Probably already too far gone

Kennedys and Seegers dead or done cleaning up the rivers
Nader stopped running, whining no one came out to vote
But I hear on the small print at the back of the newspaper
People keep writing in his name on ballads (ballots) just the same

Someone's always crying for a Revolution
Mostly don't know where its going
Someone's always crying for Revolution
Just not looking at what they're doing
Then they're crying when it comes

Saturday, February 1, 2014

The Other King

Some people feel like I'm some kind of hero. Others hate me. They say I deserved it. Other people, I can hear them mocking me for when I called for an end to the destruction, like I'm a fool for believing in peace.

--Rodney King

They found him lying in his pool
like a Whitney Houston or Brian Jones
engaged to be married
to one of the jurors
who presided over his civil case
against the City of Angels
and the officers that beat him
mercilessly

They found him legally
intoxicated with alcohol and cocaine
at the time of his beating
and at the time of his death.

He had enjoyed several years
of sobriety before succumbing
to one of his terminal diseases
celebrity or life

Friday, January 31, 2014

The Mistake

Noi viviamo sommersi nel fondo
d'un pelago d'aria
(We live submerged at the bottom
of an ocean of air.)

--Evangelista Torricelli

I knew immediately
you were a mistake
that I had been tricked
as had your birth mother before me
into something I should have resisted
but for desperation
for a home, for love
and a cosmic error--
and a malady, not a melody
as might be the autocorrect
version of this story. 

An illustrated version
of why some believe that evil
is created at the point
the infinite meets the finite.
Autotune your way out
of that one
on your way out. You will find
your exit
more graceful than your
entrance but equally
as excruciating

But your mathematics were so beautiful
your poetry an acquired taste
I was fooled into thinking
that your soul must match--
unfortunately this turned out to be true
a predator always
shows his colors in the end

Neither the fullness of emptiness
where the divine is easily
found through simple
machinations in equal measure
to the complicated
but the emptiness
of a black hole
at your core
the coldness of deep space
inverted at the plane
where a star goes to die
because it had nowhere to hide

I think of you with indifference now
it took great courage
and came at great cost

and what helped the most
was that it impeded you not at all
and yet you held on
to something that had been mine
after I had thrown everything
of yours I could away.